i'm scatter brained when i'm tired

what you probably don't know about me is that i'm scattered brained when i'm tired. I have enough of a problem already verbalizing my thoughts. asking questions for me sometimes is just difficult. what i think and what comes out of my my mouth are two separate things. combine this with fatigue and you get twisted, construed phrases flying in all directions. I try to not speak much when i'm tired because what i try to get across is totally not what i want to say. Things that make sense to me don't make sense to others. i think about things differently and sometimes draw connections that just don't work for other people. plus, if i'm trying to say "do u have your output on you" they hear "the thing on the computer, with u can i have it" so when i try to explain something or ask a question, they ALWAYS just look at me like "...the fuck?"

so yea, that happened today. twice i think. i run a different schedule than most. a bit of night owl. stay up till 3 on the regular. but this probably won't continue since Styker is not longer employed by westwood one.

screw u westwood one!